I was at my friends graduation party. I was drinking quite a bit and before I realized it was was way too drunk. Every one ended up getting kicked out. My best friend told me I could stay at her house which was just a walk away. Her older brother helped me walk there. When we got back her house I laid down on the couch and started going to sleep. Then her brother came out and woke me up and asked me if I wanted to go in her room just to talk. I was drunk and said okay. When we got there he started massaging me and I got really tired. I remember just feeling so heavy and like I couldn’t move. The guy then proceeded to take my pants off and started fingering me. I didn’t want it but I could find the energy to open my eyes let alone talk. He then said to me, “You’re being awfully quite”. He then came up and said, “Are you sleeping?” I was so scared at this point and still couldn’t move. He then kissed me and said, “I guess so.” Then he proceeded to rub himself against me until he got off. He then pulled my pants back up and carried me out to the couch. I have never told anyone this or spoken of it since. I still don’t know if it was rape or how to feel about it.