I was raped when I was 17 years old. I was dating this guy i went to high school with. We had been dating for a few months and I was at his house one night. We were drinking (alcohol) and talking while watching TV. All of a sudden there’s a knock at the door. It was his friend who live a couple blocks away. He comes in and he started to drink with us. I wasn’t big on drinking so it didn’t take much for me to get wasted. The guy i was dating starting kissing me. One thing lead to another and the next thing i remember we were having sex on the floor while his friend watched us. All of a sudden he got up and asked his friend if he wanted to have sex with me too. When I saw his friend get up and starting to walk towards me i tried to get. They both grab me and held me down. The friend got on top of me then he was inside me. I kept screaming “please stop, don’t do this, let me go”. I tried to fight but they were too strong. I have never been so scared in my life!!!! When they were done they just let me go. I got my clothes and left. When i got home I sat in the shower crying for i don’t know how long. I never said anything to anybody. 13 years later that night still scares me. I never talk about that night but i think about it EVERYDAY I blame myself!! I should have never been there. I still have nightmares about it. Dating guys today is still hard for me. I need help!!!!