I was raped 5 months ago by a man I kind of “dating”. I had invited him around to my house to watch a film with me and he suddenly got pushy. I kept saying no, and he kept going.
He gave me an infection because he didn’t use a condom.
I felt dirty and used. I gained about 25kg, and I haven’t left my house unless I need too. Three weeks after it happened I tried to hang myself, and the police were called. It was the most humiliating moment of my life.
I can’t press charges because there isn’t any proof.