I was raped when I was 4 or 5 years old. It has affected me terribly all these years but because I kept it a secret no one believes me. I love my husband very much but I hate sex because of my past. I’ve told him my story but he doesn’t get how much it damaged me. I tried to tell my family but they are so dismissive that I gave up.
No one knows how much this rape affected my whole life. What do I wish for? I guess I wish my loved ones acknowledged the crime against me and could be sympathetic. Not going to happen but at least I can be honest here and that does make me feel a little bit better.