I’m 18 and recently started seeing a 26 year old guy I met online. After several meetings which left me feeling shameful and dissatisfied I agreed to see him again whilst I was high on codeine DXM and alcohol. The combination of drugs meant from the minute I got in his car I was knocked out and woozy. I’m so confused because I remember telling him I wanted to have sex, but I was falling in and out of consciousness while he aggressively did. I later woke at the bottom of my driveway later that night and an even more damaged mind.