I was 18 years old when I was walking to the bus stop after class. I hear voices behind me calling me names but I don’t pay attention to them. I don’t know exactly what happened but suddenly I get pushed and I fall to the ground and hit my head. 2 Hours later I wake up in the hospital where I was told I was raped by 6 men. They have kicked me and beaten me up badly. Several ribs are sprained and I have a concussion. That night I go to the policy and report what happened but they never caught the men who did this to me.
I walked to the train station in the night and sat there waiting for the first train to take me home. I’ve never felt more alone in my life as in that night.
Because my mother was severely ill at that time I didn’t dare to tell her what happened and I haven’t told anyone since.
Due to the rape and the beating I can’t have children. Also several nerves in my back are damaged and I’m in constant pain. Sometimes I don’t know what to live for.