I had attended a friend’s wedding, and with an open bar, I was thoroughly drunk. It was fortunate that they provided a van service home, because I was in no shape to drive!
I got home, changed, and blissfully went to bed.
I awoke to my pajama top open, and my pants were gone!
I cleared enough to see that my Son had arrived after, undressed, forcibly penetrated, and was having intercourse with me while I was unconscious!
“Whoa, Yea, Nice!”, was all he said as he came!
He closed his pants, and left, like it was nothing.
The next morning, he was not even apologetic!
“I was drunk.”, was all he could offer.
I threw him out to live with his girlfriend, and he could get his stuff off the porch, as I changed the locks. Any complaints and I countered with he could be in jail now, so I was being more generous than the chance he gave me! I needed my church for consultation and advice in confidence about such a thing.
Thank you for allowing posts of this nature.
God Bless You(all).
— Elizabeth, age 45
Dear Elizabeth – thank you so much for posting your story here. I’m glad you found this site and glad you felt comfortable sharing your story. I would encourage you to talk to a counselor or someone who can help you process the emotions you’re dealing with. You are very strong for doing what you needed to do with your son. What he did to you was not your fault and you deserve to heal from it. You can’t control how your son reacts but you can control how you move forward, which is so much easier said than done but I know you can do it. Sending you love and strength, Alexis