So one day I was hanging out with this guy friend if mine. We had consensual sex about a week before this. We were in a hotel room and I got into bed naked with him. He started to put me down telling me I was a whore and I was ugly. I decided I didn’t want to have sex with him after so I started to get up. He told me he wanted me to “just cuddle” with him. I got back in bed with him and I started to fall asleep. Well after about 3 minutes he starts to touch me and I tell him to stop. Then he gets on top of me and pins me down and rapes me.I am crying and telling him to stop the entire time. After he’s finished he gets up. I asked him why he raped me. He said he didn’t rape me, that I wanted to have sex with him in the beginning. I am so Confused and feel so bad.