So one day I was hanging out with this guy friend if mine. We had consensual sex about a week before this. We were in a hotel room and I got into bed naked with him. He started to put me down telling me I was a whore and I was ugly. I decided I didn’t want to have sex with him after so I started to get up. He told me he wanted me to “just cuddle” with him. I got back in bed with him and I started to fall asleep. Well after about 3 minutes he starts to touch me and I tell him to stop. Then he gets on top of me and pins me down and rapes me.I am crying and telling him to stop the entire time. After he’s finished he gets up. I asked him why he raped me. He said he didn’t rape me, that I wanted to have sex with him in the beginning. I am so Confused and feel so bad.
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Thank you so much for sharing your story here. You are so brave. I can understand why you would feel confused – emotions are not rational and sometimes protect us from feeling really deep hurt. But I strongly agree that you are allowed to revoke your consent once you gave it. What he did to you is NOT OK no matter what he said, or anyone else says. I would encourage you to talk to a therapist about what happened to help you sort through everything you’re feeling. What you’ve been through is a lot of emotion and your confusion is completely understandable, but I know you can heal from this and move forward. Sending you so much love and light as you move forward in your journey. Love, Alexis