It all started when I was 4\5 and me and my dad would be in bed. Me and my cousin were mainly knew in our family for our looks (we’re native American and we look like a native American model). I pretend to check my dad’s head for bugs and get them, I draw and scratch his back, and I cuddle with him.
I am a brave 10 year old girl. I’m on my period and you know I had the talk so I am creative. I’m the oldest girl out of all my cousins on my moms side, and second oldest girl on my dads side I have an older brother.
When me and my dad cuddle, he sometimes he puts me to sleep. We have movie nights Saturday nights and he lays beside me. He reaches for my butt and pulls it to his privates then he kisses me on my face cheek and stops for a minute. Sometimes he wants me to suck his privates then I say no then fall asleep (I have 2 younger sisters and I’m going towards them but my dad pulls me back). I am now 11 years old and he still does it. It gets worse and I’m not sure my mom knows.
What should I do?
Only you can decide what to do, but I urge you to tell someone. If you feel like you can’t tell your mom, tell another adult you trust.
Here is website you can go to for help: https://www.rainn.org/
It is a national organization specifically for victims of sexual violence.
I don’t know what state you are in, but this link gives resources in every state: https://www.rainn.org/get-help/local-counseling-centers/state-sexual-assault-resources
Here is a link with phone numbers for a national hotline you can call to talk to someone now: https://ohl.rainn.org/online/
I will be keeping you in my thoughts…