WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD MY FATHER COME TO VISIT ME
AND PSYCHICALLY HARASSED ME IN FRONT OF ALL THE NEIGHBORS
AND MY MOTHER
HE TOOK HIS 2 FINGERS AND PUT THEM INTO MY UNDERPANTS. I WAS STANDING WITH MY BECK TO HIM AND DIDNT UNDERSTAND what was happening to me.
It was so strange. They were all looking and smiling. My father was known as not mentally healthy man. They were all looking on him and laughing. Not one of them, even not my mother, were thinking about taking me from him. He was just handling with my clitoris.
he was doing it for several times since then and it was always outside. My parents were divorced and mom didn’t let him in the house.
It was over when he got the cancer and died was I was 10. It came back to me several years and comes back to me more and more. I remember his voice and skin. He was enjoying it. I know it. It disgust me.
I was trying to talk with mom a bout it but she is saying that it didn’t happen and he was just taking care of me.
I was married and I have a 5 years old daughter. I can’t trust any one always thinking that everyone wants to rape me and want be just for sex.
I don’t feel sorry for my self im very successful woman with a good job and good looks but sometimes i get disgust by my self by looking in the mirror tying to naked as less as possible.
My dad was a free man until the last day of his life.
I’m angry with my mom and all those people that could help and save me and didn’t do it.