I…don’t remember that much. I was only 2 or 3, most likely 3. I was raped by a women with blonde hair, that’s all I remember. I don’t know her name and I can’t remember her face. I only remember her kissing my neck. It was truly horrible. This was 11 years ago. She probably did more than that, my mind isn’t letting me remember it though, as if protecting me.
I will forever be scarred. My innocence and childhood was taken away at that moment. To this day, I still feel her kisses on my neck and I try to scratch it away. It won’t go away. No one knows, not even my family, just close friends. I think I was raped after that as well, I feel like I have by another family member. Yet, I still can’t remember.
Sexual abuse scars you in a weird way, like it’ll never fully heal. You’ll understand if you ever suffered sexual abuse. If you have, I’m so, so sorry. You are very brave and strong to even be on this earth right now.
hugs and light to you ! thank you for speaking up ! I hope all survivors heal and i trust g-d will heal us. May we all stay strong and brave amen!
Thank you so much for sharing your story with Brave Miss World. I definitely understand how you feel, but I hope that in time you find ways to make your story a part of you so that you can move beyond the trauma. You are very brave for sharing your story. Light and love to you!