As a child I was molested by my brother. I have bits and pieces that pop up here and there and scenes that I try to forget. He did things to me and my sister that have damaged us to our core and the affects are still showing even though I’m almost 40. I tried talking to my mom but the said it was”normal” that hurt.
When I was 14 I was rapped by (my boyfriend) a college student while his cousin’s and friends watched.
I have so much anxiety sometimes its physically hard to breathe. I have always looked for men that would protect me but ended up doing more damage. I find myself pacing the floor when I have nothing to do or just wondering to keep from thinking.
Thank you for sharing your stories and helping others….even if its just listing.