(I’ve felt)
Man in Florida ruined my innocence
I’ve felt sorrow
I’ve felt vengeance
I felt what it was like to lose God
Tears run down my face allot
no one understood
I felt the guilt and the blame
I felt what it was like to be ashamed
being in my own skin felt different
When I said no what else could it have meant
I felt the world as a different place
My reality hit my heart would race
I’ve felt driving in a car and breaking down
because the flashbacks are here and now
everyday they say grow stronger
but I feel my self breaking longer
day by day I got better
found a man to write me letters
I have felt love again
but all my trust is gone
I struggle to get better
but as long as i stay alive I know I can forever.
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Thank you so much for sharing this here. It is so eloquent and so perfectly expresses so many things that I think many people who have written their stories here feel. Feeling like the world is a different place – that really hit home with me. I am grateful to read that you are getting better slowly and day by day. Please keep moving. I know it is a struggle but I also believe in you and I know you can do it!