About two years ago I went to my senior year party it was about twenty girls and about 30-35 boys, It was kind of awkward for me because everyone was there with somebody and I was there with my cousin and best friend. My cousin (female 17) left with her boyfriend and my best friend (female 18) went upstairs with her girlfriend. I wander around looking for a friend to take me home when I ran into my ex Messiah he had been drinking and wanted me to drive him home, I agreed because I lived two houses from him. I struggle to get him into the car but succeed, as I started driving he made certain remarks about my hair being different and how pretty I was. I brushed it off as the alcohol talking. When I got to his house I parked his car in his driveway then helped him into his house. He pulled me on top of him and kissed my jawline. I struggled to get up but my 168 lbs was no match for his 250 lbs. That night my innocence was taking. For months I blamed myself, I felt depress, suicidal, and ashamed. At times I felt like it was my fault but all those emotions changed when I found out I was pregnant with my son Adonis. Some peoples said blessings come in disguise and now I believe them.
(Messiah went to jail for rape but got out two months ago and my counselor talked me into letting my son see him)
— Chyna, age 16
I’m in awe of your story! I’m so sorry to hear that, it’s so sad. I hope that guy who raped you gets karma. No girl should ever have to experience that. Who was the guy who did this?
Dear Chyna – thank you so much for posting your story here. I hope that you are continuing to know that what happened isn’t your fault and seeing your counselor. The shame you felt is his, but it’s so easy to feel it yourself. I’m proud of you for coming this far and know you will continue to shine your light in the world! Wishing you and your son all the best! Alexis
I feel sorry for you after reading your story.I can tell you that he will get punished for what he did.I hope that now you recovered fairly well.Take care of your son be happy.Make your son a good person and make sure that he will not be captured by his father in wrong way.
Wow I feel so sorry for you. Girl you were blessed with a beautiful son just talk it over with him.