Raped At 15

I was raped at 15, I used to be friends with this boy on Facebook. We talked at school a lot and he always told me I was pretty. One day he asked me to come over his house. I said “sure” he wouldn’t hurt me. So, when I arrived at his house, his mom wasn’t home or his dad. We sat on the couch for a little while. After a while he grabbed me and started kissing me. He tried to lay me down but I didn’t want to. I wanted to go home. He forced me down hard and he pulled down my shorts. I sat there crying and yelling as he stuck 3 fingers in my vagina. He then pulled down his pants and stuck his penis in me. All I could do was cry. He was strong. He kissed me and said he always wanted me. After about 30 minutes, he had stopped. He threw my clothes at me while he put his on. I walked home crying and felt pain in my legs. I told my mom. She wouldn’t believe. She told me I was a slut. I told my friends they just went behind my back. Nobody believed me and he’s still out there today probably trying to sexually assault another female. I am now 17. I have a boyfriend I barely let him touch me because I have flashbacks of me being raped. He’s always telling me everything’s gonna be okay, but I’m scared to be hurt again.