I’m lesbian. I have been since I was 17, ever since I felt that guys couldn’t do the same job as girls. When I was 18 I was still in college, and had opened up about my sexuality to eveyrone. And one of the guys, who I knew had a crush on me seemed rather pissed….
A year later I had been dating a girl for a while- insanely hot, sweet smart– everything I could have wanted. And due to our young age and newfound love we were making out inside of a bathroom, just cause. Then we heard a noise, and the whispers of guys- it was a girls bathroom so it was a bit strange. Then the door was busted open, and we were dragged out… They took her first and made me watch- my girlfriend getting used that way– then they moved onto me, calling me names hitting me, cutting my hair short, and even scarring DYKE into my back. (It’s still healing to this day). A year after this happened, me and her had broken up, and she changed from being an outgoing person to a nervous wreck. Everytime she would see me, she would run, cause she thought the guys would be around me, trying to get us together again.
They attacked me a few times, until she committed suicide. A formal investigation was made, and they were arrested…. but even now that im 23 they still scare me. And the worst part is that they know where I live- and I have a new girlfriend. I don’t want this to happen again.
Thank you SO much for sharing your story here. I am so sorry for your loss. What happened to you – and to her – is NOT your fault. Reading your story makes me so angry AT THEM and fills my heart with compassion and support for you. I don’t blame you one bit for being scared and it makes me so angry at the system that you aren’t being 100% protected from your attackers. I would strongly encourage you to talk to a counselor about what has happened, what you’re feeling, and what your options are. You deserve to heal and to not have to live in fear, but unfortunately that isn’t always in our control. You will be in my heart and I’ll be sending you love and support. Thank you again for your bravery and strength in sharing your story. Love, Alexis
This is horrifying and heart breaking that your girl-friend you loved didn’t stand by you, it happened to you too not just her. I’m not gay, but have a lot of gay friends who I would protect. It doesn’t matter what your sexuality is no man should put his penis in any women’s coochie or anyone’s hole in any human if it isn’t consensual. What is wrong with some men and our system? Makes me want to hire some huge guys to take care of them.