well my parents and everyone except me and my cousins went to a club …my mom left me and my cousins at my grandpas house …around 4 in the morning I woke up my cousins were gone but my grandpa was behind me holding me and forcing me to have sex. I was only 4 years old when my mom went to pick me up. I was glad but scared to confess what had happened earlier…if she would believe her own daughter or her father?? since that day I haven’t told anyone until I was 9 years old. They called the police but didn’t capture him because he left to mexico. 2months after confessing. I had to get help from all the nightmares 😣 and they still continue with my life …but still feeling empty and depressed.
thx for listening …
It took a lot of bravery to tell your story. The nightmares, emptiness, and depression are very real. I am glad you got help for the nightmares. There are lots of good people and places where you can get help. I am glad you are speaking up and giving voice to what happened to you. I hope it helps you as you heal. I will keep you in my thoughts. Light and love ~ Alissa