I had gone out on one date with this guy and it was really nice. There wasn’t any pressure to even kiss at the end of our date so it ended with a hug. The second date wasn’t even really a date. He had invited me to come over to hangout. So when I got there he asked if he could make me a drink since he has his bartending license. So after many drinks I was pretty drunk and asked if I could lie down. He led me to his room and we laid down together for a little but. Then we started kissing and he took my clothes off then his which I didn’t even know he was naked because it was so dark. He got on top of me and started to make out with me which I didn’t really like because I was so drunk. He then went inside me and I said no so he stopped for a second to say “what” then started again. I said no again and he said “oh so is this what you’re into?” I felt so disgusted I kept saying no and he kept going. I tried to push him off but he was too strong and just pinned my arms down. When he was done, I got dressed and had my friend pick me up. I am still so disgusted by the fact that he thought by me saying no, thought I was into what he was doing.
— Survivor, age 18