At the age of 13 years old, I was rape. After spending half of the day in the pool with my team mates( due to an international competition), I started feeling uncomfortable. By the swim pool, the guy kept placing his hands around my waist.
-I always say I am really stupid for not taking the hints that was leading to that moment.
-His hands went by my vagina and that was the moment I decided to leave. I left the pool area of the Hotel and went to my room. My room was double occupancy thus another person had a key for my room. I remember stripping to go to the shower when my door opened. At this point, I pulled my blanket over me thinking it was my teammate whom I was sharing a room with. Unfortunately, that was not the case and he (about two times my size) pushed me unto the bed. I fought, I screamed, I shouted, I cried. I did everything to escape but nothing worked. Honestly, after everything that moment where he forced himself into me is the hurt that I remember and constantly gets flashbacks.
-I still find it hard to come to terms with and up to this day, I haven’t gone into details about the incidence with anyone.