I was 13 years old I was best friends with this person that I knew for 5/6 years. I was going through a lot then I started liking him a lot to the point I thought I was in love and in fact I still love him till this day. I told him how I felt and he said I have to do these things in order to be his girlfriend. He forced me to hump him touch his area. He told me I wasn’t going to say no and made me kiss him all the time he hit me cause I wouldn’t go down on him and wouldn’t have sex. This was a repeating innocent that occurred for a month. I am now 18 about to be 19 & I have depression, anxiety and PTSD and wish he would have took my life along with him. I didn’t share my story until I was 16 with my boyfriend. When I confronted him last year, he said he didn’t do it and tried to hug me. I still can’t believe I was put through all of this I think about this every night.
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The effects of victimization can take a very long time to deal with. I know sometimes it can feel like life is not worth living, but I can assure you that healing is possible and that you can move beyond this in due time. There are great resources out there that can help you move through the emotions you feel. A great place to start when you are ready is RAINN.org. I hope in time you are to move beyond this. Remember, you are stronger than you know!!! What happened to you is not your fault. I’ll keep you in my thoughts.
Thank you .. I thought about publishing it or making a book about it i also wrote another story on this website called “One bruise to many”
Amirrah, keep writing! Keep using your voice. It is very healing and you are very brave.
Im not sure where i can publish it ..