By BF and me went to drink beers at the Door to Hell, a cave in the woods(it might have a name, but that’s what we called it). Basically a private place for the kids to drink, and the homeless clean the clans for salvage cash. We all drank a full can, and then I went to a 2nd, while we listened to music. My BF keeps drinking, until he passed out.
It was shortly after that this guy starts talking about doing me while me BF was out on the floor. I tried to wake him, but he was too out.
There was 5 of them, and there was nothing I could do to stop them pulling my clothes off.
They took pictures and video of there assault.
They made sure each went at least twice. When they were tired, they dropped me $2, and left.
I couldn’t walk, so I just lied there and passed out myself.
When I woke up, I had my BF having sex with me.
I asked him WTF?
He said I was naked, so I must want it.
He wouldn’t stop until he finished.
That’s not what I was put on Earth for!
— Karen, age 23
Dear Karen – thank you so much for posting your story here. What happened to you was NOT your fault; not what the 5 guys did NOR what your boyfriend did. You were not put on this earth for this. Of course being naked didn’t mean that you wanted anything and he had no right to touch you without your consent. I would encourage you to talk to a therapist about what you’ve been through. They can help you work through your emotions and help you heal from what happened. You might also consider looking for a rape crisis center in your area who can offer a support group or other services to help you realize that you are not alone and not at fault. I believe in you. Sending you lots of love and support, Alexis