To this day I’ve never spoke up or spoke about this. I fee the need to do so now to move forward. I was a party with friends mostly males I am more of a guy kind of gal love football love a pint. I’m basically one of the boys. On this night one of my so called friends took away something that wasn’t they’re to take. I was a virgin. And he took it from me. I was sleeping in the spare room I was 16 at the time I had a little bit to drink but I was aware of my surroundings this night I woke up with him in side me (my friend) I froze with fear my legs went numb I felt like I couldn’t even scream. I don’t him to get off my he covered my mouth. After he was finished I stood up with a blank feeling in side me and walked the 5 miles home. I’ve never shared this story as I’ve always thought it was my fault and that I must have done something to deserve it but after reading a very similar story on here it’s shown me what I went through isn’t my fault. I am a victim. I had to live with this for the whole 12 years of my life.
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Thank you so much for posting this here. I’m really glad you felt comfortable sharing here. What happened to you was NOT your fault; you did nothing to deserve what he did to you. I’m glad you were able to find another story that you could relate to. I think your instinct to speak up about what happened to you so that you can move forward and heal is a good one. That’s not to say you need to shout it from the rooftops but consider finding a therapist who can help you work through and process it. You might also tell a close friend or family member that you trust (though a therapist can help you work out how to do that and who to tell). Even though you haven’t told anyone, you are not alone. I’ll be thinking of you and sending you love, Alexis