I dont know how to start.. But.. Here it goes.. This might sound like a book but ill keep it very short to get to the point..i was probably about 8 yrs old when i remember being inappropriately touched by someone who i thought could be trusted..it continued for a while but i didnt mention it because i just didnt know what the hell was going on and that it was wrong. As i grew older it kept happening.. I told my parents and i got in huge trouble because they said “i lied” i got hit for it.. The older i got it kept happening with others and i just didnt get it..when i turned 14yrs old i met a boy.. Well i thought it was a boy he was actually a grown 25yr old man, Who i fell stupidly in love with ,without even knowing what love is. I really lost myself and got controlled and beaten for a few more yrs.. I kept it a secret. Everyone called me stupid and crazy while i was living under my moms roof.. I cudnt go to school or anything he wanted to keep me with him all the time followed me and everything. A few yrs later after court sessions i got away.. But i havent been the same. I cant trust anyone and im still trying to get over all this and im 30 yrs old now with two beautiful kids telling myself that im ok.
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Thank you so much for sharing here. First of all I want to say that I believe you and what happened to you is NOT your fault!! Falling in love with a 25 year old was NOT stupid – he knew how old you were and going after you and deceiving you is on him, not on you. You are not stupid and you are not crazy. Of course you haven’t been the same. You have been through a lot and it changes you. But I do believe you can heal. I would encourage you to talk to a therapist about what happened to you. They can help you work through what you’ve been through and learn to trust again and work through all the emotions you’re feeling. I believe in you and you deserve to heal. Sending you lots of love, Alexis